Taking a break

I haven't had time to blog ... neither do I want to make time..

I have been casting pearls before swine lately and it hasn’t done nothing for me but cause a extreme case of bad mood and fatigue that I can’t seem to cure…

The side affects of that, is no energy to carry on a conversation with anyone with out them walking away wondering what they did wrong..

So I tried to become a hermit.

But jerks keep pulling me out into the world subjecting themselves to my attitude..

All jokes aside I really don’t feel the need to blog lately… side from personal issues that only time will heal for me I have been dealing with the worry of having to move… where can you rent where you can keep a horse and two dogs?? Let alone the 15 kids and ten fish.

I have also been trying to make two teenagers happy…

I keep asking for the manual on how to raise them and no one will give it to me.. so I am left with a permanent headache…

Coffee no longer is a treat but a necessity to function throughout the day..

Don’t bother giving me all the side affects that come along with drinking so much… I am really not in the mood to hear the latest diet change or  health concern everyone is following.. it will all change in 6 months and I have no energy to listen to why I shouldn’t eat this or drink that…

Hopefully soon everything will go back to normal and I can complain about the heat… until then I need to take a hiatus and heal mentally and try to be strong for my kids..